I’ve had worse haha
My Lovely Fuckin’ Parents
Never in my life have I been called a failure so many times these past TWO FUCKING DAYS. My parents called me all the things they usually say:
- dumbass
- dipshit
- loser
- idiot
- ugly
- no good
- disgraceful
- unappreciated
- wasteful
- disobedient
- crazy
child.
… This… is what I think….
SHE OBVIOUSLY IS A BLIND PSYCHO BITCH LIKE MOST OF THE WORLD THAT HASN’T SEEN WHAT DAMAGE SHE CAN DO TO ME AND YELLING, CURSING, BITCHING, AND COMPLAINING WON’T FIX FUCKING ANYTHING!
Haha oh my gosh I love how I’m doing the same thing hahahahaha OH THE IRONY HAHA oh fuck my life
no but seriously, I haven’t had sleep for months and my parents haven’t the slightest idea. Yet why does the rest of the world see it and they don’t. My friends say to talk to them and call a doctor (psychiatric and medical). I’m so fucked up that everyone who can’t do anything notice. They don’t understand that my parents never listen to anyone but themselves and when two heads never collide, they only waste time fighting about simple things that they don’t notice that their children are dying. They’re dying. They notice one. Their Golden Child. The rest are suffering servants. But I don’t think they’ll make it to the promise land. The Golden Child is hell in disguise. The creation of Hades and Persephone. I’m so scared of It. It’s name is Chris. If you do not do want he wants, he’ll snitch and you’ll get in trouble and be forced to do as he says, only to get in trouble again. If you do as he says, you will also get in trouble. But, for some reason, I still decide to rebel. Something inside tells me to fight. Whether it be stupidity or courage it must DIE. I don’t want to get in trouble. I’m suppose to be the righteous one. But it’s so hard. I don’t know what to do. Perhaps I am doomed for failure like the rest of my sisters. Yes, I am doomed to fail. Today, I wanted to give up. They kept telling me,” Your never going to be good enough.” “You’re so stupid and lazy and retarded and ugly and native and angry.” They have the nerve to ask why am I so full of hate. I gave them what any other teenager would say “I don’t know”. And they looked at me disgusted. I give them the same face whenever I see them. How dare they say they treat us all equal. Equality my ass. I say my parents are sexist. Haha, makes sense.
My mother said,” Why are you guys getting D’s? Don’t you appreciate what we do for you?” I wanted to say,” You should have known that it would end like this you fool. You even told me that we might get a D or two. And here she is telling that I am not trying hard enough. She doesn’t understand that I am all alone here. No one to cheer me up when I’m down. That’s what I exist for. No one to know how I feel. That’s what Alicia was here for. I don’t know how to feel beside confused. I’ve always been confused but no one will give me answers. So I sit and watch. Watch as my sister lives here life. I believe I’m here for her. To protect. That’s all I exist for. Protect no more, no less. I had felt like if I were to be left alone with a gun, I’d pull the trigger on my head. I thought about for most of the weekend. I thought that I would be even more disgraceful if I did, and I laughed. Laughed because I think it would be pretty funny. I’d be laughing in hell and I’d leave a note saying ‘see you in hell hahaha.’ But that would defeat the purpose of my existence. or perhaps not, it might open my parents eyes on their so called ‘Parenting Skills’ or at least what little they have considering that their kids have been a complete failure so far. And I’m suppose to be their ‘Redemption Child’. Ha, my ass. I kind of what to show them what ’Real Not-Caring’ looks like.
Oh my gosh, I just realized that I might only be doing this for attention.
FUCK I’M AN ASSHOLE
Good morning Thanks for reading :)
REBLOG: go to your blog and click the egg to see what hatches
I got Sonic the Hedgehog.
Sonic the fucking Hedgehog.
Maybe I cracked the egg too fast.
Hello. I’m Kayla. On June 9th, I got in an argument with a member of Westboro Baptist Church outside of my states PrideFest regarding my lesbian mothers. This man (seen in the photograph) made the statement that all homosexuals are child molesters and rapists. I mentioned that both of my mothers have careers that are meant to help children, one is a special education teacher, and the other works at Sexual Assault Treatment Center. Once he heard that my mom works at SATC, he immediately scoffed and said “you’re mother is a whore, a bitch, and she’s the one who puts those kids in a treatment center for raped kids.”
And then that was the moment I decided to dump my entire camelback water bottle onto his head, megaphone, and ridiculously large religious sign.
(End note, the police officer across the street ignored the mans yells, and gave me a thumbs up)
So this girl gave attitude to my teacher today
Girl: *Rolls eyes*
Teacher: Yeah keep rolling your eyes, you might find a brain back there.
Meeperme’s 50 Follower Giveaway! Yay!
I hit 50 followers a while ago and I have all this shit so hey! Let’s do a giveaway!
Rules~!
- You must be following me to be eligible to win. I will be checking!
- Likes and reblogs both count!
- You may reblog as much as you want, just don’t spam your followers!
- No side/giveaway blogs please!
- I will pick a few winners. Winning does not guarantee EVERYTHING in this picture. It will be split up.
- You must be okay with giving me your address!
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- All the Anime DVDs pictured!
- Manga pictured, and much more.
- Pictured Pokemon Movies/DVDs
- Bamboo Create drawing tablet!
- My old Bamboo Pen tablet.
- Karkat and Terezi Horns with troll facepaint.
- About 500 erasers (pictured)
- Death Note wallscrolls
- Various figurines (pictured)
- Hello Kitty bag
- Tokidoki and Hello Kitty iPhone 4 cases
- Aperture Science scarf
- Plush Tarepanda! :3
- Lion hat and fox hat.
- Gold Skullcandy Lowrider headphones
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